My Surgery Date is Scheduled!
5 more months and then bye-bye to this stomach!! Gosh you guys! I was so nervous for this appointment. It think it was more about what it represented than the actual appointment. Sure, I had a few more questions left but just knowing I was scheduling the actual surgery date set me into the shakes and tears. I have this fear that I’ll end up worse off after surgery. I went from knowing absolutely nothing to knowing way too much. However, in order for me to truly move on, I had to follow this path. I was thrown for way too many loops the past few years, so I had to know it all before moving on. All of those loops makes it really hard for me to trust anyone. Every plastic surgeon does a few things differently, which initially sent me spinning out of control. I just wanted everyone to agree that THIS way was the exact best way for me. However, that just doesn’t happen. For example, there is a lot of debate over how many layers of stitches to use wh