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Identity Crisis in Motherhood

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Me looking back wondering where the hell I went.... Who am I?! A high school English teacher CrossFit athlete CrossFit coach P&PA coach Tutor Business owner SAHM Mother Wife Daughter Friend And I want to do all those things at 110%. Yeah, nope.  I feel like I don’t have a right to complain. I GET to have a part-time business & I GET to see my kids a lot. Not everyone has that choice.  Trust me when I say I am grateful: our health, my workouts, & my business. I realize every day how very, very lucky we are in this life. But I would be lying if I said it was easy all the time. I get jealous that my husband works so much. He loves working & I’m glad he is happy with where he is at and where he is going. But I am the one that needs to order school photos, pack lunches, take them to all of their activities, & get them ready for bed, manage school projects, and manage the mental load of much more. At this stage of my life, my